Thank ye for your kind words Lover & Vaughan its hard when you lose something that has be with you for over 12 years and when I lost my boyfriend a few years after he got me the dog I always had the dog to remember him and as daughter says I have her too and that's so truth she is so mush like him in her ways. As I sit here looking out over the sea and think back of the good times we had, God I miss him so mush, people will tell you in time you will get over it well I just like to tell them you never get over it you just push it to the back of your mind and when you see something or you go somewhere it all comes back to you but not as bad as it was when you first lost them. so I like to tell people enjoy life and be good to others and always tell them you love them.. sorry about this on a bit of down today I will go now. bye for now Love ye all kisses & hugs to ye all Lydianrose