Stacy
The first person that you need to forgive is yourself
No one is perfected and I mean no one !
( I can say did that done that and I can tell you we all do it , not the same as you but in different forms
some don't admit ,.so dont feel bad )
second you have to examen yourself ask yourself why you did it
and what part did the other party have a part in this you say you are jealous
( me knowing this to well
) ( a lot of us are )
you have to ask yourself what made you like this
there is a reason you felt this ...
and if they where your friends why did you have this feeling
Question yourself why you felt this.
do a lot of soul searching
find all the good in you, you have to see all the good of your life
to push out all the bad you will find out that there is more good then there is
bad you have to find yourself
you apologize and that is the first step to heal
( some times we will not please others but you can please yourself )
they take it or not its up to them
but you realize there a wrong feeling
and the mind game, it shows you have regret on playing them
don't play them online mind game
it will only hurt yourself in the long run
Forgive your self , Love life , and find friends where you all respect each other
your true friends will forgive you some will not some will need time and some you have to let go
Follow Your Heart
ever day is a new day love life go out breath the air look up at the sky and feel the sunshine on your face
and fill your life with joy and good things that make you feel good
You have never done any thing to me that I know but I forgive
and if I done something please forgive me
Smile and live today life is Beautiful we only have it one time make the most of it and find the good in it