Thanks to all wo care.But I am just OOC not out of the world ( not yet )I found a place where I find freedomSome told me ones:There is a difference between giving up and knowing when you have had enough!Love it change it leave it or stay unhappy!Well I could not love that playI could not change the playersI don't want to stay unhappySo I left it behind.I am relaxing there where I have control who play with me ♥Gs♥Cougar♥