Eidamir. Following the Songlines.

Hi all visitors of the Realms!
Thanks cass, ana and kait for your kind words.
I'm trying to find time to post more poems in here but RL is killing me.
I promise I will upload something new soon, it's already in my head I only need to find time to put it into words.

Kiss and hugs!

It has been too long since last time I stoped here to write, I thought it would be easier to keep this topic active, but the Universe tend to disagree with me too often.
I never stop wandering in any of the worlds I walked, but it is hard sometimes to find time to sit down and write. I usually get too busy reading and the time pases so fast that when I decided to write down it's time to go to bed.
I have some things I'd like to share for some time. Some thoughts that made home in my mind and won't leave until they are put into words. So here I am trying to do that.

There are changes coming up in Mainland, and the future is uncertain, but, isn't it always that way?
The year has ended, and a new one has begun.
So many things happend in this year, so many changes.
So many people cross my path in all the worlds I walk in.
But there are a few that are very special to me, that, one way or another, have entered my heart and will never go away.

First, there is someone here that had entered my heart. She, with her sweet words and kind spirit has bring back hope to me. She made me come back to the wandering of the worlds, even if she's not aware of it. Our time together is very scarce but very precious. Each little chat we had, each moment we spent together is a treasure for me. Friend, lover soulmate, whatever it is, it is not importat, it breaches time and distance and that's all that matters.

In another world there is a girl. Short black hair, always complaining but with a smile in her face. Always in a good mood, so her complains are not for real, just a show, just a way to bring laughter around her. Her guitar filling that world of good music taking her good mood everywhere she goes.

Right there, around the corner, she look at me with her deep blue eyes. Her long brown hair dancing in the wind. Always with a smile, always bringing joy and laughter everywhere she goes. Her sweet voice making me smile each time I hear her singing.

And there she is, in that world were neither of us really belonged but we ended up. Always with her brided blonde hair. Always teasing and joking. With a heated heart, always willing to fight. But behind all that, she has one of the kindest hearts I've ever knew.

In some ways, she makes me remember someone very dear to me, someone that is here. She was one of my first friends in here and one of the few I still see around. She has a troubled heart and has suffer much, but she is stronger than she knows and she always stands her ground.

And there she is. One of the crazyiest girls I ever knew. Always smiling and bringing joy everywhere. Always willing to help and to enjoy life. She was always there for me when I was bad, she is a light in my darkest hours, and although we may not talk that much anymore, we always look out for eachother.

And that same last words may go exactly for the one that is my oldest friend. We know each other for more than 10 years… she is my heart-sister.

I could keep writing endlesly about all the people I know, all that people that make all of this worlds wonderful, but I think it is enough for now.

For those who are still reading this long post, thank you for taking the time to know a little more about this wanderer of worlds.
I hope this new year brings hope and joy to everyone.
Stay safe, and enjoy life!
Kisses and hugs.

Zoë, the girl who walks between worlds…

My dear Kaitlyn.
I still remember that first time, when you walked toward me and asked if you amy have a word with me.
I remember that first talk, that first words as every chat we had.
We didn't have too much time to share, but we did share a lot in that little time we had.
You are a shining light. Your spirint is one of the kindest I ever met.
Wherever the Songlines you follow take you, I am sure you will share that kindness with everyone that crosses your path.

Until the next time the Songlines bring our paths together.

Well, here I am again, after a long absence.
My last post, which was the real coming back to the songlines post, was recieved with joy and a close friend of mine said she misses me in forum.
For that reason, I will try to find time to post my thoughts… never posted too much, and probably will not now, but from time to time, I might slip a pice of my heart in here.
I am not in my best moment right now, those who are close to me know what I'm going through, but I have found a refugee in this world, I have found someone who helps me to keep going, to stay true to who I am.
As I said, I am not in my best moment… but truth is, as one of my favorites song praises:

“All of my songs can only be composed of the greatest of pains
Every single verse can only be born of the greatest of wishes”

Hope this new year finds you well and happy.
Kisses to all

Zoë
Still walking between worlds

It is done.
Not as I would have liked to.
And it didn't turned out well.
But it didn't turned out bad either.
Now it's time.
It's time to go.
It's time to die.
Because there is no other way to be reborn anew other than to die.
And it's time for me to die and become what I really am.

Zoë, always walking in dreams.