Jasmine’s story

[jasmine_t]

JASMINE'S STORY

FROM ME
I have started this story in Introduction section of the forum with goal to add some light on matter why I play as shemale in game. Idea was to share this to feel comfortable with partners in game and on forum. But I was encouraged to tell the full story in more details here. So this is real life story of my personal quest of exploring my hidden sexuality and how unveiling my sexual fantasies helped me to become better, that I was before. I had to reconstruct those events in my memory so dialogues  are not 100% as they were, but close to it as possible.

INTRODUCTION
Some ten years ago I was having a nice party at one of my friends house. Her name is Jasmine. A tall, sportive young girl, with blonde hair and eyes blue and deep as the ocean. She is a nice and very active girl.

Lot of her friends, including me, were curious and even envy to where from she gets all that energy to be so lively, optimistic and friendly to everyone. Some of us thought it's the fitness exercises she was crazy about, other thought it's the wealth of her family, which allowed her to buy and get much more than any of us could. But, nevertheless everyone loved her for a good character she has.

Party was raging-on for six or seven hours when I arrived. It was a middle of summer so after a hard and hot working day, the only thin I was thinking about is how to get home and go to sleep, thus my mood was more than gray. Beer was over, so I decided to stimulate myself with some red wine. Lucky for me very few of guests liked wine, so I had a good reserve on me.

I just opened a bottle of wine when someone reached an empty glass from my back-right. It was Jasmine. She was standing behind me, wearing short and tight green shorts, her favorite sneakers and yellow t-shirt with short leaves and open belly. She never had any trouble wearing quite revealing cloth in company of her friends and considering Jasmine had very impressive forms, especially breasts, at that moment of time the only thin I was able to concentrate on were her nipples, showing from under the t-shirt.

She noticed what cough my attention and placed her left hand on right, which was stretched with glass toward me, so that left hand closed the view that stunned me. I raised my eyes to meet with hers and was relieved to see that she was not offended by that and on the contrary she was smiling and raise an eyebrow in a kinky manner, letting me know that she wants some wine.
Most probably I had an epic blush from a shame, but still I tried to act as nothing happened, filling her glass with wine.  

I knew Jasmine from school, so there was a good trust between us, yet question that followed made me blush again – staring at me with her blue eyes and smiling she asked “Did you like it?”
Thou we both knew about what she was asking, I tried to play dumb, as if I didn’t understand to what she was referring to. Seeing that her question made me very shy and uncomfortable, Jasmine leaned toward my year and whispered: “Don’t worry, I wont tell anyone” Giving me another smile, she told me to relax and have some fun with guys, while she must check on guests and left to other part of the house.

I had to drink two glasses of wine quickly and in a row to cool down a bit, then I joined the party, forgetting that I was tired, such strong was impression from that situation and a little whisper from Jasmine.

FIRST NIGHT
After party was over, all guest went home leaving me, Jasmine and another girl alone. Jasmine asked us to help her with the house, which was a mess. Having nowhere to hurry anymore and with improved by wine mood I agreed to stay and help.

After cleaning was done, Jasmine invited us to have some drinks and rest a bit, before heading home. We begun to talk on numerous topics – sharing opinions, discussing events, places and so on. Then suddenly we changed theme to very private and intimate topics and it went for some time, bringing our common excitement quite high.

I don’t know was it alcohol or her inner passion that got out from under control, but Jasmine very bravely suggested for us three to have sex.
I still remember as she said: “Enough with talking – we are young, lets have fun!”
Since I also was a bit drunk, I didn’t understood at once what is she suggesting, so I asked her what she wants to do? Her answer changed my life ever forth: “Lets have sex already!”
Other girl (lets call her Nadin) didn’t hesitate to join with Jasmine and so I found myself in situation when two beautiful girls are staring at me with a fire of desire in their eyes.

After few seconds of shock I gladly agreed since girls were waiting only a positive answer.
What followed was something completely new in my sexual life!

Jasmine jumped from sofa and went upstairs as a wind, leaving me and Nadin a bit confused. In few moments, Jasmine run down to us holding, as I thought at that moment, lot of black pieces of some rubber.  Smiling as always, Jasmine stretched one black latex catsuit in front of us, saying: “Look what stuff I got! Let's try them?! It'll be more fun!”. She was very exited and persuasive, so after moment of being shy, we had to agree.

Jasmine actually had a quite large wardrobe of those catsuits already, not to mention sexual toys and bondage items I've never seen before in my life. There was only one problem – there was no suite for male!

After some creative thinking, trying to invent a way for me to feel comfortable in that suit, girls suggested me to role play a shemale. That was also something new for me, since I barley knew what are they talking about.

To improve that situation, I was put in front of a computer, Google quickly found necessary videos and I begun my study on the subject, while girls went below to make some preparations.

At this point I want to add a note, that I grew up with strongly imprinted standards of society and morale, linear way of thinking, limited possibility to accept something new, that was outside of the borders of my installed morality, thus watching those videos, where half of them were including male and shemale was a damn good test of my desire to have sex with those girls. Yet I gave it a try, probably thanks to alcohol, I had will to continue watching and most importantly I begun to study shemale behavior in those movies. Poses, stance, gestures, moans, reaction on partner and so on.
Eventually I ended with a hand in my pants, doing what all boys do while “studying” porn.

After theoretical lesson was over due to my excitement almost reaching it's top limits, I went down to check on girls. They were already dressed in their latex’s, Nadin were polishing Jasmines catsuits back, spraying it with some stuff and rubbing with peace of cloth.

They both looked gorgeous! Those suits fitted them so well, so tight and shiny, that I almost ruined  all planned event by almost cuming from simply observing them prepare for it.

Taking myself in hands I made a compliment to girls about their looks and that I have seen enough of shemales to try and role play them. Girls giggled a bit as they presented me my latex suit. I was worried that it is smaller then I am, but Jasmine insured me that it will stretch as needed.

I have spent a half an hour trying to put on that latex catsuit! It is difficult if you have no skill and even more difficult from feeling of embarrassment due to fact that girls are watching you try to do it naked and clumsy.  Finally Jasmine got me some talc which helped to fit in. Two balloons filled with water and were put inside latex breast cups acting as my “breasts”. I remember girls begun to play with my “breast” before I have even finished dressing, squeezing those tits with balloons and slapping my butt.

That was when my second barrier in sexuality popped-up – I could not accept that girls will dominate me and have their way. Here it is expected from men to act very tough in all aspects of life, giving up to a girl is considered a weakness. Still, looking at those bodies in latex, my desires were stronger than any of my superstitions and I allowed them to continue.

Finally I was locked inside a full black latex catsuit, with two balloons of cold water rubbing over my chest and annoying zipper that was not meant to reveal a penis. Girls were exited to polish my suit as well, especially on my butt. It took me some time to adapt, but to be honest I was very exited from my looks in a mirror, that Jasmine was holding for me. Thou I looked too bulky and no way feminine, still I had good erection from observing myself and girls in tight and shiny latex’s.

We had another glass of wine each, to improve our bravery and then the game begun.

Girls surrounded my from both sides, our bodies were so close that I felt the warmth of their bodies. Jasmine were at my back, Nadin in front.  We begun to rub each other – shoulders, neck, arms, waist, butt and up through the belly to breasts. Slowly, following our hands and observing and exploring every inch of partners body.

We continued to do so for five minutes, maybe bit more, when I noticed that Nadin took a peek at Jasmine and suddenly smiled, met my eyes as her hand lightly slipped down over my belly to penis.
She took it in hand, staring straight in my eyes, made few moves, smiled again and begun to descend down on her knees.

It wasn’t very easy for me to keep erection due to magnitude of situation, I was on edge of desire but I also was very nervous and male physiology may react differently, especially considering erection.

So Nadin knelt, made few more moves with her hand more actively this time and took my penis in to her moth, giving me a slow and passionate blowjob. She was doing it so hot, like a kitty that is trying to work out her milk, moving her head in soft waves and holding her left hand on my belly, playing with her finger in my bellybutton.

I got relaxed and more comfortable with situation. But I think that was exactly what Jasmin expected of me. She turned my heat towards her in back and we begun to kiss. Our tongs danced over each others, sharing fluids of our mouth and making me more and more to mouth water. After a moment of those kisses, Jasmine has put her hand to my face, making me to lick and suck on her latex finger, watering it. When it was done, Jasmine went back behind and I switched my attention to Nadin again, relaxing even more.

What I didnt know, that girls planned a trap for me while they were dressing up and it was executed perfectly a second later.

Nadin suddenly went deepthroat on me, I completely lost track of surroundings and my body lost all tension in a go, when Jasmine inserted her watered finger in my ass with one smooth move and continued to move her finger by light circles, playing with and preparing my ass.  

I was not expecting any of those tricks, so I didn’t even know how to react! It wasn’t very pleasurable feeling in my ass at first, yet pleasure from Nadins blowjob well compensated for it. There was something else that worried me at that moment than a light pain in the ass. It was the fact that I'm being fucked in my butt – I'm a man! I cant allow this! It's gay and disgusting!!!  Those are only few of thoughts I had in my mind in that moment. I was ready to stop all this experiment and leave, I turned my head to Jasmine to tell her that I'm quitting, but I bet I wasn’t the first guy who got in similar situation with Jasmine. All I was able to pronounce are – “I…”

Jasmine grabbed me over my neck using her left hand ,with strength, and pushed my lips to hers, engaging in more passionate kissing. Both girls were holding me tight and strong, continuing to do their actions. In that moment I felt a completely different state of mind. All my superstitions, all those standards, that were like a stone with a chain over my neck, suddenly begun to crush. Thought like – “Why not! This is fetish but I like it! They are girls, your not gay!” sounded in my head. No more fears or barriers, I felt free to do wild thins with my partners.

What followed was a very exciting and active night of most fetish sex I ever had!
After first part of our foreplay was over we went upstairs to bed. Girls took a missionary poses and demanded my to lick their pussies. Nadin liked for me to go faster and with more pressure, Jasmin wanted a very soft licking, barely touching her with tip of my tongue. As girls got wet from me tending to their pussies, they both grabbed my arms and made me fall front between them, rendering me unable to move from the weight of their bodies, they went to my ass. Jasmine had already prepared some tube with lubricant, so they quickly spilled some of it over my butt and begun to massage ass, inserting fingers from time to time.

I was completely submissive. That was overwhelming for me. Never has I expected to allow such fetish plays to happen with me, but I was so relaxed and happy, that discomfort from ass getting fingered soon disappeared at all.

Girls were adding more lubricant, slapping my butt, biting me through latex, fingering me and dirty talking for some time, when Jasmine got up and went to get something from her stuff. Nadin turned me over, got above me so that we ended in pose 69 and said with mistress voice:
“If you want your dick sucked – lick my honey off! And use your tongue deeper!”

I did as was commanded to and I swear I was about to cum, even without Nadin's sucking my dick. That was one of strongest psychological orgasms I ever had in my life before that.
We played for few minutes with Nadin until Jasmine returned.

First I was terrified seeing her – she mounted a good black strapon and I knew that it can end up in my virgin ass. Nadin saved situation. She quickly changed pose to ride me face to face, my dick easily slipped in her wet pussy (both girls warned me that they use pills and we trusted each other not no have any diseases, so we didn’t even thought to use condoms), making it go deep, Nadin did a moaning sound then turned to Jasmine and with kinky voice asked her: “What are you waiting for? I want that in me! Cmon!”

I think Jasmine wasn’t expecting such wild behavior from hers best friend, but she played along to Nadin. So there I was, participating in group sex for first time in my life. Nadin moaned louder and louder as both dicks were penetrating her tight latex body. I went faster, forcing Nadin to close her eyes and bend frond toward me, holding herself on extended arms, placing them on my breasts and squeezing them so hard, I thought that balloons with blow.
But one phrase thrown by Nadin stopped us from “overheating”. She was looking at me, squeezing hands harder : “I want to fuck your dirty ass, bitch!”
Jasmine added: “Oh yeah!” as she removed her strapon from Nadins ass and said: “lets see how our girl is good at moaning too”

In a moment both girls were wearing strapons. They made me to take doggy position and took places in front and back of me. Nadin was very good at dirty talks, she said: “Open you mouth slut, I want to feed you!” I complied as a slave girl and begun to suck her strapon. That was clumsy, since I had no real experience of doing so, all I knew was from porn, but we were so exited and on edge, that no one even noticed that. Jasmine didn’t hesitate to join the fun, adding more lubricant in my ass, she pushed her strapon inside me, waited for some moments allowing my ass to relax, then she begun to move, slowly and gently, holding both hands on my hips.

After a minute or two of gentle play by both girls, they begun to fuck me more rough and faster. Nadin was holding my head, sticking that dick of hers as deep as he could before I was beginning to vomit, Jasmine slapped my ass hard, played with my dick and were literally putting my ass on stick. I begun to moan like a slut who is being fucked really good and that added more fuel to fire for girls – they nearly ripped me apart! But all I could do is to ask for more. Those overwhelming emotions of being a helpless bitch, fucked by two mistress, they opened something new in me, something I was never expecting to find in sex.

We fucked for almost two hours, changing positions and partners. Girls kept me fucked all the time, constantly slapping my face, squeezing my tits and slapping my ass. To cool my dick down, girls fed me wine from their mouth’s – that was a new experience for me also. They did all they could to not let me cum, that way our little orgy continued till we had no more strength to fuck each other.

I'm ashamed to admit, that I fell asleep first. But if to believe Nadin, she used me for some time after I did so and it was very to her liking.

We all were very tired but extremely satisfied at the morning. I cant pass you with words how my ass felt – something like having a nuclear bomb explosion inside your little butthole. I was all a sweat from all the actions and sleeping in latex, my mouth also wasn’t very happy about sucking strapons half of the night, but it all was a young inconveniences compared to satisfaction we all experienced. As for me – I was looking on a brand new world, full of possibilities and good thins in it! Then I understood, from where Jasmine has that optimistic charge for life. I felt the same for a long time after that adventure.

In the morning, we took shower, dressed and were sharing our experiences of that night drinking coffee. I will remember that sparkle in the eyes of Jasmine and Nadin forever. Girls shared their fantasy to be a mistress, it was lucky that they both had the same desire and I helped them to achieve that pleasure. From my side, I thanked them for opening for me completely new horizons in life. Also they both said that I'm the best shemale they ever fucked with, considering they never did it with any other shemale.

That was the first night.

ENDLESS ADVENTURE
But story doesn't end there. Few month later, I was invited by those girls to similar “adventure”.
What I wasn't expecting, that girls got better prepared this time. They wanted for me to play a shemale role again, since last time that has driven them crazy from excitement. They even got me some nice stuff to use under latex, that would help me to look like one. Jasmine bought me a silicon breasts and black leather corset to make my belly look more girly. Nadin bought special anal lubricant, entire bottle of it. Price on all that stuff was extreme, so I was very touched by this act.

This time I managed to put on all latex and other components quite quickly and was preparing for another ass ride, but girls decided to prolong our foreplay.

It was that moment when I felt myself as a slavegirl and a little lab-mouse. Girls bandaged me sitting on my knees on bed using leather collar and leather handcuffs for arms and legs with silver chains, and begun to test lipsticks on my lips, trying to find a color that will suit their little bitch. They tried around eight colors and finally stopped and very pink color, but it was looking at me really nice, taking in to account black latex mask, that color made my lips look very sexy. Of course this testing was accompanied by slapping and disciplining me with rubber whip.

And thus we went for anther crazy night with them, using lot of toys, strapons, food and all that we could think off. They were doing craziest thing with my ass and my tits, but my dick also had a great deal of fun and wasn’t left forgotten by girls attention.

After that night they told me that they wish I will always play a shemale role with them if I want to continue, as I was the only one they had for such dirty plays. It was a matter of trust and compatibility of our common sexual fantasies.

I agreed!  

[jasmine_t]

THE END
We continued those sessions for several years. Sometimes once a month, sometimes once in two, but all of us were eager to meet each other again and again. Due to expression of those sexual fantasies I had buried deep inside of me, my attitude toward people has changed. I became more friendly and optimistic, so if you have something holding your back in your real life sexual life – try using latex catsuits! It is your shield and in same time your hammer to break down barriers that you may have.

So from that experience I learned few tricks how to act like a shemale.

Sadly but our ways parted with those girls few years ago. They went to live in other countries, got carried away by their businesses. I begun to miss a lot our relaxation sessions in Jasmines house.

And the fact that this game allows me to be in that role again is very important for me. This is giving me a new energy source, like those girls did time ago. I don’t care which gender character is inviting me for action in game, what is important that players be friendly and open minded, maybe also seeking new horizons through sexual experience even a virtual one.

You can never know who is relay behind that strong and tattooed stead in game – it could be Jasmine or Nadin

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