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    synner
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      PLEASE HEAR WHAT I’M NOT SAYING”
      by Cardinal Deardon

      Don’t be fooled by me.
      Don’t be fooled by the face I wear.
      For I wear a mask; I wear a thousand masks,
      And none of them are me.
      Pretending is an art that is second nature with me, but
      Don’t be fooled, please don’t be fooled.
      I give the impression that I’m secure,
      That confidence is my name and coolness my game, that
      The water’s calm and I’m in command, and that I need
      No one.
      But don’t believe me. Please don’t.
      My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask,
      My ever-varying and ever-concealing mask.
      Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence.
      Beneath dwells the real me, in confusion, in fear, in
      Aloneness.
      I panic at the thought of my weakness and I fear being
      Exposed.
      That’s why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
      A nonchalant, sophisticated façade, to help me pretend,
      To shield me from the glance that knows.
      But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only salvation.
      And I know it.
      That is, if that glance is followed by acceptance, if
      It’s followed by love.
      It’s the only thing that can liberate me from myself.
      From my own self-built prison walls, from the
      Barriers that I so painstakenly erect.
      It’s the only thing that will assure me of what I can’t
      Assure myself, that I’m really worth something.
      But I don’t tell you this.
      I don’t dare. I’m afraid to

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      JessiCapri
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