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[Michelle989]

So hope it will make the forum more compliant with mobile phones as I'm sure ppl would use it more like me when they can't log onto Achat but can participate on the forum , right now I am typing such little text I can hardly see

[Michelle989]

Just wanted to set the record straight, my father never abused me , i made that  statement up at a time when I first joined Achat and didn't realise at that time how seriously I would take Achat. I was attention seeking I guess, a silly comment by a silly woman . All the rest is true I am this  particularly shy person , the reasons I simply can't explain why I find relationships so awkward, I do feel ppl look at me not as a person but an object, I can't explain the feelings I get when I am at work and I see someone looking at me or in a que in a pub waiting to buy a drink  and feel someone's hand on my bottom, I know most women deal with it just can't explain why I can't, like to think I am getting better, I really think I am and so much is down to Achat.. Sorry I should never have made that serious lie about my dad who I love immensely , he is actually the most kind and gentalist person and role model. So sorry dad so hope you are never aware I said this silly statement about you

[Michelle989]

Hi Michelle, I would like to suggest that you leave the real and the virtual distinct, in this case aChat. It's true, people like Lucio69, Myk_EP and a few others are wonderful, the same I have met in my 8 years of attendance and so far only two know 20% of me. This is not out of lack of trust but only because perhaps the world of aChat is beautiful because it is secret. Then … if you are looking for a man with whom to establish a serious relationship you should start looking elsewhere, not because there are none in aChat, but because it would be more difficult and long as a search given the possibility of lying that this place offers and believe me, hypocritical and false people are not only out, but above all here. I wish you to find what you are looking for that should not be suggested by others but felt by yourself. Now I'll quit otherwise you will blacklist me as a pedantic and boring man. @->

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I am sorry it's taken a while to reply, I understand your comment and agree with much of what you say, I guess if I find that special man it would be the time to leave Achat, but not before saying goodbye to the friends including you I have met here, right now it is perfect for me as I focus on my career, let's say I am alone when working in Exmouth but never lonely, i recognise I would have a high sex drive to the point I would get a reputation as a slut,  so Achat simply suits my needs when I wake up early in the morning feeling excited, you guys have porn to watch after all, I need the interaction of real people with no real commitment. That said I have real feelings for friends here especially my Husband and Myk and so many more too

[Michelle989]

In the 6 months since joining Achat I am finding that I am beginning to feel confident in meeting men in the real world . Largely it's to do with the positive friendships I have made here people like Lucio69 And Myk _EP have boasted  my confidence simply by being there for me, in the real world I only ever seem to meet  arrogant and self interested ppl that seem intent on one thing, although this is a sex program I find the values of ppl here superior to anyone I could meet. In reality I often realalise that the person I best get on with are largely so much older than myself which is sad in some ways as I know it could never progress o more than meetings here. As a shy person lacking confidence I meet some dominate males in Achat like the Cult, I seem to have the need to meet them  it's confusing how that aspect helps boast my confidence, but the idea of submission just feels right to me and I guess given the right individual could work for me in the real world to. I am always open to suggestions about what I should look for in a man in the future.

[Michelle989]

Oh so sad, why do things like that keep happening to you, you really do need to ask yourself that question?

[Michelle989]

So relate to my lover Beckyxox who I miss so very much, she would be someone I would admire

[Michelle989]

Would I sell myself for sex in the real world, no I simply couldn't. In my fantasy world Achat is boosting my confidence so much, I am a extremely shy woman with not a great deal of self worth. For someone to actually want to pay for my services helps  me in ways I simply cant explain, if I have been gifted I accept the fact that i have committed to participate in something that is to be special for that person who has gifted me and when I say participate I get the urge to with all my heart, it is so real for me and most of my real sexual highs I experience during paid sexual encounters, and if that person paying doesn't reach the same heights I am staying until he does. I shouldn't say this but it doesn't really mater to me what someone has paid me the same level service should be provided because they have paid me something. I was paid $200A to participate in a MFF event and realised the person who paid for my service didn't have the poses, not being particularly keen on group sex I felt compelled to purchase over $1200A worth of poses during that event end result 3 content and happy players (me included!) And I've added two new friends

[Michelle989]

Oh such a wonderful idea, I would spend so much time as a place to market my wares, it would give me a confidence boost and help me so much deal with my shyness

[Michelle989]

Thank you Alberto my master, but I was hoping to get a reply from other women as I can't talk to my house mates about it , as it gets closer to my trip to Perth I find it is on my mind most of the time

[Michelle989]

Oh I hope it doesn't I am growing so fond of my new friends here, ithey mean the world to me

[Michelle989]

Hello there I just wished my Spanish was better, but lovely to meet you

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[Michelle989]

My rating went down, presumably this can happen for various reasons, is it explained anywhere how ratings are actually calculated and what is considered to rate a user. I do and everyone else here would like to known

[Michelle989]

I think rating is calculated on so many factors, your usage playing, the ratings you receive when gifted,the purchases you make in the shop and so on, I know when I purchased a room I had a positive increase and when a relationship  went bad on someone that had gifted me a large amount I took a big hit, there is a formular I'm sure but Achat do not make that public

[Michelle989]

Thank you both so much for your kind comments 🙂

With regard to my age, I guess I more think that my biological clock is ticking and feel quite sad to think I may never experience motherhood, and that’s it, I love children and feel sad I may never have one for me. Rely hop I may find you both in the game at some point! I am at least happy that some ppl support this forum as well. A lot of the posts are quite old and my fear is that support work the game is waiting having just found it I would be gutted to wake one day and find it gone, any thoughts?

[Michelle989]

I completely agree with you Wowmature, I am naturally more curvy, and carrying slightly more weight, my hair is also lighter than the blonde I have on my character, she is however helping me to overcome my shyness and the abuse I received from my father when I was 12, so it doesn't mater that much. Thank you Achat for being there for me

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